Saturn Diaries

⋆˚꩜｡"Being" an adult⋆˚꩜｡

Being an adult is so much more than what I had anticipated. There's SO much to think about. It's crazyyy. 

I'm currently working on making my CV and I've realised that no one has ever told me how to make one. I've literally never seen a CV before. I didn't even know what CV stands for (It stands for curriculum vitae). It's so weird because I'm making something that I don't even know how it's supposed to look like. Online, there's so many different types of CVs so I'm just going with what I feel like is right.

I am currently 19 but my personality is that of a 13 year old for sure. But like I'm not saying that I'm immature- in fact, I believe I'm way more mature that most people of my age but I don't feel like an adult. I feel like a lot of people my age are so serious and have weird conversations that I don't know how to be a part of so, I just shut the fuck up.

It's only with my friends and with my little sister that I feel like I can truly be myself. But at the same time, I am responsible- I know what's right and wrong.

Buttttt I don't care about what people think because their opinions are irrelevant to me.

k, bye for now!